Slow Burn

2 days before, Mistress asked me to accompany her to an event she had been invited to. i was floored! Of course i wanted to go, and wasn't going to let anything stop me. She was taking me out! i am used to feeling like, as Lo once said, nothing more than a bauble. Which is fun sometimes i will admit, but this was different. It wasn't a club. It wasn't some sex place to go stand around and look at each other while listening to mind-numbingly bad music. It was an art/concert event that She was invited to. Friends... Associates... People She knows and know Her. i was thrilled to say the least.

Immediately i set out to finding the right outfit. i found something suitable. A slightly bohemian thing that was still revealingly sexy without being revealingly slutty and luckily, She loved it. Something was missing though... Something i needed for me and to give to her.

i finally found it. And am now wearing my new collar, locked in place, my Master and my Mistress the only people allowed access. i love it!

 i know i am glowing. Disgustingly so. But it's something i have needed for a long time and am enjoying and don't plan on changing anytime soon as long as i can help it.

Take this little conversation i had with a subbie friend as a case in point:

[2012/02/16 15:39]  ES: i hope in am not interrupting, smiles we can talk another time:)
[2012/02/16 15:40]  Kristi Dorchester: Shes's with me now
[2012/02/16 15:40]  Kristi Dorchester: amazing lady
[2012/02/16 15:40]  Kristi Dorchester: perfect for me
[2012/02/16 15:40]  ES: congratulation, hugggs
[2012/02/16 15:40]  ES: why is she so amazing?
[2012/02/16 15:43]  Kristi Dorchester: shes just everything i could have wanted

During a convo later that day Mistress thanked me for "Making my rl better and my sl great".

i am still glowing.