Your Mileage May Vary

From zero to 60 so fast! i had begun to think i would never find what it was i was searching for in sl. i even discussed it with Master and asked if my expectations were too high. "You're only limited by your own limitations, " is what He always tells me. Now, for the first time, i am believing it applies to sl also.

i have been in a constant state of arousal in sl since i met Mistress (notice i am actually saying "Mistress" now :) ) and it increases every day. Even my friends have noticed. Master has noticed too. And i appear to have some inspiration again. i began taking photos and being creative once more. Her interests have something to do with it. Even the more lascivious ones.... Who am i kidding? Especially the more lascivious ones. Putting together outfits that i hope she finds alluring. Taking photos to give her... And one came out so well even i was stunned by it (the one on the header of the blog). i surprised Mistress with it and She put it up in Her home immediately! my big ass now meters high in her living room! Granted, its a a nice ass, but still. i was as embarrassed as i am honored to be there.

And the times She has me.... Delicious. So direct and so graceful that i can feel my emotions so clearly with Her. i can feel her touch. i come alive. i could feel the embarrassment hot under my flesh when She had me on Her knee... Totally exposed... And one of Her other girls came into the house (sooo amazing). But She is Her role totally and put me at ease without letting me use it as an escape. Perfect!

What i want and what i need.... Both lives. Nearly seamless.

i'm a happy girl :)

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