i wasn't really looking at all. Maybe some playtime, maybe some down time. Or, as Master calls it, "getting my freak on". Any of them would apply.
The last few months were tumultuous, to say the least. I loved being with Miss, and adored Lo, her other girl and partner. Miss was stylish and sophisticated and she had her ways about her. Then again, don't we all. Perhaps that was the issue. i know what i want because i know what i can offer. And that just wasn't being fulfilled or used that way it could be. There is no doubt Miss enjoyed me. But i do think i was too much. Then, her admission to me that whatever intimate time in the digital environment took place just didn't thrill her...
There is nothing wrong with that. Not at all. But for me, and what i invest, it's a part of me. Especially with Master being gone so much in real life...
Too much whining. i'm above whining. i know better. And besides, someone happened into my life i am ecstatic to have there... Or rather, be there for.
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