Freedom Captured

i am free of Miss. Totally. Emotionally uninvested. i withdrew that some time ago. Several times. I would voice my issues (respectfully) and she would soothe me and i wouldn't ever stand up for myself until i felt the resentment grow. It was almost a game. Yet in the last few days, i have been talked to more, and more attention paid to me than i have in the past 6 months. I feel a bit self-conscious about it. In a great way. She talks to me. Asks questions. i feel She cares and is interested. And i am in Her. So it want a big deal for Her to ask me to prowl through my logs and find a conversation that was a little steamy to me. If its one thing i have learned in my time on the end of the leash, its that all Dom/mes (the good ones anyway) know subs are closet exhibitionists. That and they love to see you squirm.

i found one for Her. Not a particularly enlightening one, but a sexy talk with a pseudo-Domme at one of the clubs i was hanging out in earlier in the week. One where she tried to put the moves on pretty heavy. It would have been fun for the afternoon and not much else. But, its the one i sent.... a few good emotes. That's about all i thought it was.

What was nice is that She asked me to set up a messenger account so W/we could talk offline. And W/we did for a bit... Eventually meeting inworld. What went on was both a total shock to me and a delicious introduction to Her. Inside and out.

Without going into details, the scene She crafted was exquisite. And whats more.... i didn't realize until well after that She set me up the day before. i'm good. But she bested me without me even knowing it. And i loved every stinging, blushing second of it. Swatted.... Groped.... Exposed.... Cuffed and questioned.

She's everything i could hope for!